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Par mere man me koi aur chinta thi.mai apne baccho ke palan posan ke bare me chinta karti rahi.Par mujhe apne raab aur apne baba ji par pura  bharosa tha jo mere sath bachpan se mere sath sahayata karte aa rahe hai.mere parosi ki aurte silayi ka kaam kar rahi hai jis kaaran unka sama  bhi vyteet ho jaata aur saath hi paise kama leti .mujhe is baat par bahoot nirasha hui ki mai bhi  silayi jaati  to mai bhi kaam karti aur apne pariwar kaa paalan potion karti .Maine apne parosiyo ki aurto se pucha ki mujhe bhi ssilayi sikhaa do.Par unhone kaha ki tum bhi  apni silayi machinee le kar aao  to tumh sika denge .Mere pas silayi machine nahi thi.phir mai gurduare waali bahen ji ke paas gayi to unke sath baat ki because vo bhi silayi ka kaam karti thi.unhone mujhe silayi sikhane me madad ki ek mahina maine silayi sikhi.To baad me maine silayi ka kaam karna shuru kiya unhone mujhe machine de di to kuch mahine baad maine silayi machine khreed li aur din raat kaam karna  shuru kar diya.Saara din ghar me kaam karke  free hone ke baad mai gurduare hajri bharne chali jaati.Phir mujhe harimandar sahib jaane ka mouka mila.Us darbaar ke darshan karkar meri atma nirmal ho gayi.now mai har roj 3 baje amrit same uth kar ghar ka saara kaam karkar roti bana ke parmatama ka  gun gati.Mujhe kisi silayi centre me kaam karne ki noukari mili .Abhi mai puri silayi nahi kar paati aur mai sochati ki mai kaam kar sakungi becoz waha par militry ki uniform pant shirt ka kaam tha.jo mujhe nahoi aata tha  par maine himmat nahi haari aur maine kaha ki mai ye kaam kariungi.raat me mujhe sapne me aake  baba ji ne kaha ki tum silayi centre me  kaam karogi.Mai tumhara sath dunga.Maine suddenly aakhe kholi aur apne aur dekha ki koi nahi hai.Par mai bahoot dar gayi thi becoz ye aawaz is tarah ki thi ki jis tarah mere samne koi bol raha hai.maine  subhah parmatama ko kaha mai tumhe janti hu aur kisi ko nahi jaanti.Raat ko jisne mujhe aawaz mari thi vo aap the aur kaun tha.becoz baba ji to hamesha mere andar aa kar farmaan karte the jiska mujhe pata nahi tha ki vo kab aate hai  aur kab jaate hai.Aur kya mujhe kya kah kar gaye hai.Is ka niwaran aap ko karna hai.Ab mai kya karu kirpa karo aur rahmat karo.Mai phir ghar jaane lagi.Ab mai us silayi centre  gayi.Waha ke master ke saath baat ki aur apne baare me bataya ki mai silayi jaati hun jaroor par mujhe itni silayi nahi aati par mai aapka kaam kar lungi.ye baat maine unhe saaf saaf kah di.Par unhone mujhe kaam par  rakh liya aur meri noukari pakki kar di.har din mujhe kitni muchile aayi.becoz maine kabhi bhi itni bhaari silayi nahi ki par parmatma ne meri madad ki aur mujhe 400 rupee mahina tankha laga di.pahle mahine mujhe kitni muchkilo ka saamna karna para.Na hi mere paasa ane aur jaane ka koi sathan nahi tha aur ane jane ke liye  kiraya nahi tha bus har roj 3 baje uth kar mai saara kaam kar leti aur khana bana kar baccho ko school bhej kar 8 baje duty par pahuch jaati phi maine ek ladies cycle khareedi aur us parmatama ka shukrana kiya ab mai subh jaldi uth kar pahle darbar sahib matha tekne jati aur  waapis aakar khana bana kar baccho ko school bhej kar dubara silayi centre chali jaati.Phir ek din mere pati ji ko kaam se koi apsi jhagre ke karan nikaal diya gaya aur phir  vo free baith gaye.the story to be continued.................................